Happy Weekend

I guess it's about time to post, I've been wanting to post for awhile I just didn't know what about. I didn't really want to write a sad post and well these past two weeks have been less than stellar. last week when I emailed Cara and told her about everything going on all she had to say to make me feel better was " keep your head up sweetie, The biggest trials come just before the greatest blessings".  I still haven't heard from BYU-I and I just don't understand. My Mom keeps telling me that it will be ok but every time someone asks me if I have heard back yet a rush of what ifs comes back into my head. Everyone keeps saying that the only reason I wouldn't get in is if God has some other plan for me, but I'm not sure what I will do if I don't get in. I can tell my Mom is worried about me, and what will happen to me if I don't get in. Things like this have happened to me before and being totally honest I really don't handle them well. I need to learn how to put all my faith in Gods hands. Today in Young Women's we had a lesson in praying and how sometimes we don't pray about things because we are too scared to hear the answer, but if we don't pray about it, its hard to know what to do. I just want to go to BYU-I so bad. It's also hard to think about loosing another sibling Cody is going to be a great missionary and I know it will help him grow but I'm not looking forward to the day that he leaves. I wish I could fast forward to when all my family in together again and I know we are all safe. I hate writing about sad stuff but this does help so now to more fun stuff! soccer starts THURSDAY! I can't wait to get back into playing every week and to make it better my friend Olivia is going to play with me!

I'm going to graduate in 111 days and Cara comes home in 129 days. 

I can do this! 

one direction

I'm obsessed!!! I love them and I blame Cassie and Olivia! They all have amazing voices and are adorable and SO funny. Their songs just make me want to get up and dance. Their album doesn't come out on itunes till March ):! So I'm forced to just watch their videos over and over again But I don't mind! Hahaha!

Also happy MLK Day!

 Martin luther King Jr. should be very proud of himself! Not only did he get rid of segregation but he made it so we have one less day of school!!!

dance

                                       

 This past weekend one of my friends had a formal dance thing

 it was a lot of fun. Not very many people came but most of my close friends were there and we made the best of it. I had so much fun dancing and just not caring about what anybody thought. It was also nice that I didn't have to pay $50 or be around the kind of dancing our school dances usually have. I have been so blessed with all my friends you hear all the time about people not having good friend in high school and how they didn't fit in, but I feel like I have the best friends in the whole wide world! I have never felt left out or alone. I'm so thankful that I have never had to sit alone at lunch. My heart just aches when I see someone seating alone everyone deserves good friends that will help them through these hard years. It also makes me so sad to think about how I'm not going to see a lot of people that I have grown to love after I graduate. There are so many great people at Ironwood, that I may not hang out with on the weekend but am always happy to see their smile when I'm walking down the halls. I just have to help my myself remember that in life we all grow up and I will always be able to meet new people and make new friends. I'm just so thankful that I know I will see my close friends at college with me like Maddie and Julia!!!  That's if I get in of course because I'm STILL waiting for some kind of letter to put me out of my misery.
If I didn't get in just tell me already!     

                           

2012!

Well winter break is over and school has started again. it seems weird but i was excited for school to start up again. i started my art class and can't wait to start creating art. it's a 3D art class so i get to work with paper, metal, and clay! the sad thing is that i don't have lunch with my friends anymore. I guess we will have to hang out more.

MOST IMPORTANTLY today is CARA'S birthday!!!! Everyday is a day closer to seeing her. We got to skype her on Christmas. (best hour of the year!!!) She always knows how to make people smile. She is an incredible missionary and an even better sister. she has always been the person i look up to most. she is SO smart and  so so so funny and beautiful. she has always had an amazing testimony, i can feel the spirit when ever I'm near her! Cara i know you wont read this for another 154 days but i LOVE you. i miss staying up late and talking with you. I miss hearing you sleep talk even if it did freak me out and i cant wait to hear you sleep talk in Spanish! I love to think about all the memories we shared and to think about all the ones we have still yet to make. I am so blessed to have you as a sister!